The Longing of Lone Wolves (Paperback)
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An Award-Winning Enemies-to-Lovers Romantasy with a Side of Thirst Trap
Hey there, spicy shelf curator! 👋 Looking to make your bookshelf steam up? Let me introduce you to your next display piece (and by display, I mean that manchest cover that'll make your guests ask "So... what's THAT book about?" 😏).
The Story That'll Have You Sleeping With This Book:
Picture this: You wake up 2000 years in the future (rude), and the first hot guy you meet? He's invisible. And cursed. And has enough brooding energy to power a small city. But wait, it gets better...
Rush is a Guardian – think sexy wolf shifter meets protective warrior with a side of 'don't touch me, I'm cursed.' His job? Keep the magical realm of Elphyne safe from humans. Plot twist: Clarke is human. Double plot twist: she's the only one who can see him.
(Read the full official synopsis below)
Why Choose The Signed Paperback:
- That cover though 🥵 (I made it myself, so I'm a little biased)
- Exclusive black & white illustrations inside (Also made myself . . . except the CJ Merwild pic of Rush on the title page. Swoon.)
- Detailed world map (Again, by me)
- SIGNED (yes, I can personalize it just for you)
- Choose your shipping:
- Direct from my hands to yours (AUS)
- POD for faster gratification (USA/UK/AUS)
Keep reading for all the juicy details... and maybe clear some shelf space. You're gonna need it.
📖 Your Adventure Guide (AKA What You're Getting Yourself Into):
- 🌶️ Steam Level: Slow burn to explicit (hide this one from grandma)
- 🗡️ Violence: Medium (what's a little bloodshed between enemies-to-lovers?)
- 🖤 Angst Level: High (emotional support snacks recommended)
- 💕 Romance: Central Plot (because we're here for the FEELS)
- 🐺 Shifters: Yes (the sexy kind, not the creepy kind)
- 🧚♀️ Fae: Yes (dangerous + broody = perfection)
- 📚 Series: Book 1 of 12 (prepare your TBR for destruction)
- 👥 POV: Dual Deep 3rd (all the juicy thoughts and feels)
- 💑 HEA: Guaranteed (I'm not a monster)
- 🏰 World Building: Complex AF
- ⚔️ Action: Hell Yes (fighting monsters AND kissing, what more do you need?)
📚 Choose Your Reading Experience (I Enable All Forms of Book Addiction)
🌟 Kindle Unlimited Edition
- For my stealth
readers and binge-reading enablers: - Instant gratification
- Perfect for reading under the covers at 3AM
- Binge the whole series without your wallet judging you
- Available exclusively on Amazon for Kindle Unlimited subscription
📖 Signed Paperback - The Thirst Trap Edition
- For those who appreciate... "art" 😏
- Sexy manchest covers that'll make your bookshelf steam up
- Gorgeous black & white illustrations inside
- Includes a detailed world map
- Available right here for the best prices
Choose between:
- Signed by author (shipped from AUS with hugs)
- POD Unsigned (fulfilled from USA, UK, or AUS - whatever's closer to your grabby hands)
🎀 Hardcover - The "I'm Reading for the Plot" Edition
For when you need to look respectable:
- Sophisticated covers that won't raise eyebrows at work disguise
- Perfect for reading in public while swooning and cackling internally
- All the gorgeous illustrations and maps included
- Available here with the same signing/shipping options as paperback
🎧 Audiobook - The "Voice of Your Dreams" Edition
For those who like their fantasy romance whispered in their ears:
- Swoony narration that'll make you forget how to breathe
- Available at all major retailers AND right here
- Perfect for multitasking (like pretending to work while actually swooning)
- Warning: May cause inappropriate sighing in public
The Longing of Lone Wolves eBook Official Synopsis:
Rush is a Fae Guardian, a wolf-shifter whose enhanced abilities have made him a ruthless protector of Elphyne. His job is to protect the realm from the human enemy, and to ensure the sins of the past never come to pass again lest magic die forever. But one night of weakness resulted in a curse worse than death – exile. Now he spends his lonely time longing to be part of the living, once again protecting them from monsters… until one mysteriously washes up on the
shores of his lake.
Clarke is human. She's beautiful, feisty, and fierce. She's also the only person who can see him, speak to him, and touch him.
If he hands her over to the Order, she’s his ticket to having his curse removed. Unable to resist the opportunity, he tricks her into a bargain of obedience,
never once suspecting his world is about to be turned upside down. The more he learns about this human enemy, the more he realizes she’s not the monster he’s
been trained to believe. In fact, she’s capable of inciting passion he’d never dreamed possible again. But Clarke has a message from the past… sins are already repeating. This time, if they don’t stop the coming evil, it won’t just be magic that dies. It will be everything.
💕 Perfect for Fantasy Romance Readers Who Love:
- ✨ Think ACOTAR meets The Witcher, but make it spicier:
- Enemies to lovers that'll make you FEEL things
- Fated mates with a twist
- Found family vibes that'll wrap you in a warm hug
- A dash of dystopian spice (for flavor)
- Magic that comes with a price (the best kind)
- Heroes who'd burn the world for their mate
- Illustrations in the print editions that'll make your art heart happy
- Maps because getting lost in fantasy is better with directions
📚 The Full Fae Guardians Experience (Choose Your Flavor of Book Boyfriend)
🐺 Season of the Wolf Trilogy
Where it all begins, bestie. Prepare to question everything you thought you knew about broody alpha males.
1. The Longing of Lone Wolves - You are here! (Good choice 😘)
2. The Solace of Sharp Claws - More wolves, more problems
3. The Dreams of Broken Kings - The trilogy finale that'll wreck you (in the best way)
🧛♂️ Season of the Vampire Trilogy
Introducing Shadow Daddy book boyfriends with a side of bite.
4. The Secrets in Shadow and Blood - Trust me, you're not ready
5. A Labyrinth of Fangs and Thorns - fans self vigorously
6. A Symphony of Savage Hearts - This Shadow Daddy vampire understood the assignment
🧝♂️ Season of the Elf Trilogy
For those who like their men pointy-eared and precise (IYKYK 😏)
7. A Song of Sky and Sacrifice - Prepare to swoon
8. A Crown of Cruel Lies - The plot thickens (among other things)
9. A War of Ruin and Reckoning - Hold onto your hearts
🦅 Season of the Crow Trilogy
Dark wings, dark words, darker desires...
10. The Company of Vengeful Crows - Currently ruining lives
11. Coming Soon (Your TBR thanks me)
12. Coming Soon (Your sleep schedule doesn't)
🏆 Bragging Rights
[Cue dramatic drumroll and hair flip]
Listen Angel, your next book obsession isn't just another pretty cover. This bad boy has some serious street cred:
🎭 2021 RWA Prism Award Winner for Best Fantasy Romance
📱Amazon's 2024 Best of BookTok Flag (Because when
a ton of readers lose their minds over a book, Amazon notices)
But let's be real - the only award that matters is the "Made Me Cancel All My Plans To Keep Reading" trophy, and honey? This book's got that in the bag.
😏
A snuffling and scratching to Clarke’s right made her snap awake. The silhouette of a man back-lit by dawn hovered over her. She blinked and recognized Rush’s face, inches from hers. Was he coming in for a morning cuddle? Her languid body didn’t object to that, even if some still waking part of her mind did. He smelled good. Like comfort. She held her breath and smiled tentatively. But then...
Amusement flashed in his eyes. “I’d love to play, princess, but a warada is about to eat you.”
He kept moving. She held up her hands for protection, but he sailed right over her body and stabbed something to her right. A shrill squawking filled the air, grinding her nerves.
Oh, my God. What is that?
Scrubbing her face, she blinked and then felt sick when she saw what squirmed beneath Rush’s sword. His biceps bulged through his jacket, straining to pin a hog-like beast to the ground. The wild, writhing animal was only a foot from where Clarke had lain. With sharp teeth, mandibles and leathery black skin, the animal was a cross between a boar and an insect. It had a barrel chest, sharp claws and six legs. If that thing had gotten to her…
Rush had saved her life.
The creature still writhed and screamed beneath Rush’s sword. Its cries grated down Clarke’s bones. Rush twisted his sword to anchor it to the ground. She tried not to look at the ominous stain blooming beneath the beast. If she closed her eyes, it sounded like a normal animal in pain. Maybe it was.
“Hold this.” Rush shoved a glass container into her hands. “Catch the manabeeze when they release. Get as many as you can.”
“The what?” she gasped, still hazy and disorientated.
“The manabeeze.” He snatched the glass cylinder from her hands and twisted it at the halfway mark. It opened. He then showed a sweeping motion, as if he were catching air. Then he closed the container.
“I’m not stupid,” Clarke groused. “I know how to close a container.”
His lip curled in a one-sided smirk. “Someone isn’t a morning person.”
She couldn’t say the same for him. He’d woken looking just as handsome as he did going to sleep. Hair brushed back as though he’d run his hands through it. Beard looking a touch thicker but not messy. Laughing eyes watching her. Her body hummed in the most delicious way and she remembered her first thought when seeing him upon wakening. She’d liked the idea of a morning cuddle. It was stupid. She shouldn’t even be thinking about that, but she was half asleep. Her guard was down. And she was lonely.
She didn’t want to be thousands of years from anyone she’d ever known. She didn’t want the nightmares to be her only friend. She blurted, “Yeah, well, you wouldn’t be a morning person either if you were always dreaming about fire and death.”
Liar. Her dreams last night had been nightmare free. That only happened when she was around someone she felt safe with.
“You are a confusing woman, Clarke.” He used his knife to gesture urgently at the glass container in her hands. “Use it to catch the manabeeze.”
She opened her mouth to explain, again, that she knew nothing about manabeeze, but shut it when he gripped the creature’s head and held it to make the neck taut. Every line in his body tensed and strained as though it hurt to touch the little beastie. “You ready?”
“I—”
He lowered his voice and closed his eyes, muttering a prayer of respect. He sliced the neck, killing it, and then said, “Now.”
She jolted, and then the strangest thing happened. Little white balls of light buzzed out of the animal’s body and hovered in a swarm.
“Catch them!” Rush barked. He retrieved another container from his rucksack.
Jumping to her feet, Clarke opened the glass container and tried to scoop as many balls of light—manabeeze—as she could. Restless energy rippled through her body. She released a yip of excitement. It was like catching fireflies. She chased the damned things around the circle as they swarmed in lazy patterns, getting faster and flying higher with each lap around her. One brushed her face, tickling like an electric caress. She giggled. There was something so pure about the light.
Twirling around like a school girl in a yard, grinning from ear to ear. She stopped just in time to see a single manabee buzz drunkenly and come straight for her.
Rush saw it at the same time. “Don’t let—”
It hit her sternum and soaked into her being, spreading warmth.
“—it go through you.” Rush’s shoulders slumped.
Clarke felt woozy. Who moved the ground? Stumbling, she barely held upright and tumbled into Rush’s arms. “Wha... What’s wrong with me?”
He shook his head and set her straight. “You shouldn’t have let it go through you. Now you will pay.”
“Do you accept Visa?” She giggled then clapped her hand over her mouth. Why was she laughing? Because it was funny! She felt funny too. The world around her became hyper-focused and yet soft at the same time.
Rush rescued the glowing glass canister filled with buzzing manabeeze from her hands. Her knees buckled, and she landed hard on her butt, blinking lazily at the sky swirling pink and yellow with a new day. But she felt… a fizzing through her body. From the tip of her toes to the end of her hair. Which was totally weird. Hair had no feelings.
She laughed again.
“I feel great.” She shot him a goofy grin.
He stowed his prize. “You’re lucky it was only one, and it was from a warada.”
“A warada?”
“Doesn’t matter. Point is this stuff is potent. If you ingested mana from a stronger being, you’d be hallucinating the memories of their life right now... among other things.”
She blinked. Wow. “So this... this stuff is like a drug.”
“This stuff is sacred. It’s the last remaining mana left in one’s body before you die. It has many uses, all of which are lucrative.”
“What happens if you just leave it?”
“It rejoins the Well—the cosmic mana of the planet.”
Clarke sighed. “That sounds so nice. Cosmic. Say it again and let me watch your lips move. Coz-mik.”
He rolled his eyes, but couldn’t hide his humor. “Here we go.”
“Hey, you know you’re pretty cool, right? You’re not nearly as scary as you pretend to be.”
His smile dropped and he raised a brow. “Cool.”
“Yeah, I mean,” she continued, “I once dated this guy who used to make me tell him the lotto numbers every week. And then he sold me to this scary dude who pulled my friend’s fingernails out so I’d tell him those other numbers.” Her voice turned soft. “Can’t believe I dated him.”
Rush stared at her. “He sounds like a floater.”
“Don’t know what that means, but don’t worry, he got what he deserved.” That man, along with everyone else she knew, had died with her old world. His greed had given him nothing in the end.
A shiver ran up her spine when she remembered that she’d seen two of them poring over a map of Elphyne. Maybe he wasn’t dead.
“No.” She shook her head. “Only good vibes, please.”
Rush looked at her long and hard, then went to the warada and lifted it to inspect the spiky tail. Even with the permanent grimace, he was much nicer to think about than jerk-face Bishop. Or his evil friends. Enough with those floaters.
She giggled. What a weird phrase.
But Rush. If it weren’t for the fact he was trying to use her, she might have liked him.
“You’re also pretty cute when you frown.” She rested her chin on her hand. “If you stop forcing me to do things, we could be friends, you know.”
Lost in Elphyne?
All Well-blessed humans need someone to guide them through this treacherous terrain.
The Fae Guardians World Reading Order
Not sure where to begin? Take a look at the clickable, interactive image below and go on a treasure hunt to find the information you need.
The First Fae Guardians Trilogy
Season of the Wolf
Where the obsession begins.
Each book features a grumpy alpha wolf fae shifter. Each heroine is a fish-out-of-water human from our time learning to find her inner strength (and power) – except for the novella, where the wolfy one is the girl.
While each book has its own swoony HEA, the overarching plot is like that one ex you can't quite shake – it keeps coming back and getting more intense. Start with book 1 for the full experience!
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